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The Amoeba’s Love

Azhagunila 17.01.24

For a handful of grain,

they come to perch by the hundred,

the sparrows.

Oh… hundreds and thousands

can be counted.

It is what lies within the fist

that makes one tremble.

*

Can those

who adorn themselves for festivals

thrill

to the blossoming

of every

moment…

The perfection of adornment—

how long does it last…

*

Her own kite,

in her own sky,

the child

flies.

Even when the wind buffets it,

she claps and laughs.

Even if it lies torn, its tail snapped off,

caught

in a branch,

she hasn’t a care.

Kite upon kite,

a hundred thousand are hers.

As I keep making them,

let them tear, she says.

With every tear,

celebration,

solitude.

*

Out of darkness,

as those born to light,

our wandering

is a vast tale.

Before the swept-up dry leaves

can be gathered,

the wind scatters them,

sends them flying.

I stroke

the calf

grazing on

the touch-me-not.

Without noticing,

it chews up the grasshopper too,

along with it—

the pinnacle of beauty.

*

What does this little blue bird

lack

in dignity.

A beauty

not a whit less

than that of a lotus

with a thousand petals.

Grace.

The Amoeba’s Love

As part of the whole,

without blemish,

in a low bush

it sits.

In exchange for the sight,

the blue sky

would have to be given in its entirety.

*

There is nothing

to climb a hill, stand there,

and proclaim.

The scrape I suffered

yesterday

is yours today.

What escaped alive

darts away.

Climbing ladders again and again,

bitten by snakes,

we roll the dice.

Some seek a sage

to lift the curse.

Holding a flaming torch

in the gold mine,

sweat pours down.

*

On the plant of love,

buds appear often,

fragrance wafts.

There is no knowing when

this will happen, in this way.

Suddenly it lies wilted.

The gods who grant blessings

are nowhere to be seen.

This too, somehow,

survives in the end.

Begins to flourish.

From the tuber below,

ever-new shoots.

Love’s generosity.

Blessing.

*

On a branch that will not break,

in a hidden place,

the eggs lie in the nest.

Divine wisdom

will not blow as a storm.

Will not climb as a monitor lizard.

Will not snap off the branch.

This, whatever it is,

before a chirp

can be heard,

climbs up,

swallows them whole.

*

It topples

us.

Love always

lays us down

and leaves us gasping.

Unable

to avoid roses,

what we suffer

is pitiful.

The surge of a wave,

the leap of fish,

the strike of lightning—

just the same

in love.

*

They come

to look

at the chrysanthemums

blooming

so exquisitely.

Halfway through, their attention

leaps

to the gooseberries

on the branches.

Poisonous plants

that make one itch.

They complain

about weeds.

About snails

in the rainy season

and mosquitoes

in summer…

As they leave,

they stroke

the chrysanthemum.

Azhagunila

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